king of my heart ;) he is................

hell-o guys!
i'm back with new blog-view yeahaaa. how it's look?
yeah i think better like this than before. more simple but more fullcolor also. isn't it? haha
ohyeah i also add some gadgets on the right and below, check it out guys! haha yeah.
one thing that you should know, i'm sorry for my bad grammar haha still learning how to speak english well. i just want to practice it.

oke back to the topic. so on this post, i would like to tell you about hmm........my vanilla twilight a.k.a my boyfie ;)
yeah i've been told you before that i was taken, not single anymore haha is it?
and now i will tell you who he is actually.

Muhammad Alman Yasrid, 30 mei 1996
yeah he younger than me, i'm 1995 and he 1996 haha. but he always said that my behavior isn't look like older than him. it's mean im eeeemm little childish maybe haha.
maybe there are 8 things that i would tell you about him, they are :

1. he is smart.
haa, this one that make me always proud of him. one time, when we still on 7th grade, when we still have a relationship on first semester, we've got first rank in our each class. wohooo! it's cool you know. since that time, he always make all of teacher in our school become proud with the achievement did he've got. yeah, he was great :)

2. he is mysterious sometimes
this one really make me annoyed. i don't why but sometimes i felt that he's so mysterious. i'd never know what did he think. it's like...........ninja? yeah he always called his self a ninja haha.

3. he is a good protector
i don't know why, i always feel safe when i'm on his side. he can take care of me very well and it was one of the reason why i love him. his way of how to protect me is different and it can be explained. he can make me comfort. he was incredible :)

4. the way he look at me
woops! i think he never knew about this one before because which he know so far is i'm afraid to see the look in his eyes. yeah i'm afraid, but again and again i don't why i like it! his gaze is so cool but warmed. confuse? yeah, i'm confuse also. once more i like it! no no.. i love it! haha yeah, i really won't to lose his gaze for sure

5. he can distinguish between love and lust
yeah this is important one! you know i have very bad past that i can't tell you (but he've knowed) hmm......yeah he've told me that he love me not 'cause lust, and i believe that. and you know, when he said that, he was so cool! whoaaaaa. I'm sure he could keep my belief :)

6. he always make me can to forgive him
hmm hmm... i don't know why (AGAIN) each he made a mistake, or made me angry, i always be able to forgive him soon. i can't be mad at for too long. haha sometimes it's good but sometimes not. yeah once again, he's incredible and i love him sooooooo much ;)

7. i can be my self when i'm on his side
it's often a girl isn't being her self when she around her boyfriend. there's many reason, but the but the reason is because most of shame. but it not happened with me when i'm on his side. i can be my own self, and i'm comfort with it. yeah that's mean.....he love me with what i am. don't care how bad i am. and it's really make me feel the real happiness ;)

8. he's being romantic at the right time
you know sometimes i don't like with a boy who too romantic or everytime say 'i love you' honestly I slightly dislike. i think the word 'i love you' isn't as simple as we think. that word is so sensitive and actually must not too often to say. but he always say it at the right time. and it's make this word so special. he not being romantic everytime, just sometimes but it's at the right time. ooh he's so perfect yeah how lucky i am having him on my side :)

9. when he holds my hand
i love this one so much! almost the same with the way he look at me, i feel safe when he held my hand. the warmth of his hand was made me feel very comfortable. again and again he did it at the right time. he held me with great tenderness as if I were valuables that must be maintained at all times. and I liked it :)

yeah finish!! maybe i would add it one day so that it not only nine xoxo ;)
i think it's nothing i hate about him, i'd love all part of him, i'd love him with what he is and i hope he so.
he is like a light in my darkness. he wake me up from a loooong nightmare. he is the rainbow of the rain. he make me smile when my tears falling down. he clean up all my pain. he is the only one who i thinking of. he is the king of my heart. he is my love.................vanilla twilight :))

i'm sorry i can't post his photo because it's soooo hard to take a photo of him you know. maybe it would be the #10th of the list above haha. but whoever and whatever he, i love him with what he is aw aw :D