Holaa!
I told you that I just got back from my holiday so last monday I started the new semester and back to my real life. I mean, school and stuffs. Well, I don't know what to post about actually. I just felt like blogging and write something, but I don't know what. This is kinda weird, okay-_-

Hmm..let's see...
I don't know why everyone's being so strange lately. They changed, a lot. whether I had change? I have no idea. People just thinking about their own self, hurting each other, and stuffs. I kinda fed up. Like, really. I feel like being in a place that I haven't been there before. Everything is just strange. Honestly, I miss my old life. My childhood, when I was just can laugh and laugh as much as I want without any loads. When the only thing that I cried for was just because someone stole my toys, or something. Life's getting worse and worse as time goes by. It's like those problems won't stop beating me. Oh come on... I seriously got tired with all the tears that I cried. But I'm so grateful that I still have God and few people who love me and always there to cheer me up. ;)

Ok, let's change the topic. Talking about that thing is just depressing me even more._. Soooo since the second semester started, I really really need to prepare my self for the penjurusan (I don't know what it called in english). Because I want to get the science class and so my mom expects me. I got a pretty good score on the last semester, so this semester I want to make it higher. That's why I should be study more hard. No more laziness and stuffs. This is gonna be hard I thought, but no, I won't give up. YES PEOPLE, I WON'T GIVE UP!

well, this week I'm not busy yet with homeworks so I still could feel the atmosphere of holiday. I mean, I have free time after school without doing anything, so yeah.
I did some webcam randomness, by the way.


Anyway, I miss my camera way too much :'( it's been broke since about a month ago, my uncle said that there's a problem with lens so it must be replaced with the new one omg I'm so die. and right now, I'm still seducing my father to buy me a new lens. Wish me luck!

So tomorrow is my brother 10th birthday, and I'm going to have family dinner with my mom, dan and of course the birthday boy. I'm not thinking to give him a gift or something because he already got one. Yes, my dad just bought him a blackberry. awkwrdjkw ok what the hell is a 10 years old boy going to do with a blackberry on his hand? when I was 10 I just have tamagotchi on my hand-_- When I asked my mom to buy me a blackberry, I had to wait for about 3 (or 4?) months. Yet when my brother asked my dad to buy him a blackberry, wallaa! my dad bought him just few days after he asked to. Ok this is way not fear! I can't stop complaining-_-

Oh and my twitter friend, Olip, just went back to Java this afternoon after spent about two weeks here. So sad that I just met her once while she was here:( (I'll post about it later) bye olip! There will always next time, right? See you soon then :* {}

Well ok too much curhat I think-_- BYEEE EVERYONEEE! :3