another cover by me

Crazier - Taylor Swift (cover). enjoy! :-)

NSN & H2H

So, I've done watching two movies yesterday: Heart2heart and Justin Bieber never say never.

Heart2Heart. It tells about a boy named Pandu who lived in a small village in the peak. One day, he met a girl named Indah who was on holiday in a villa near his home, and felt in love each other. So next time, Indah told Pandu that she has to come back to Jakarta tomorrow and Pandu also wanted to move to there for continue his school. He said, if they really be paired, then they will definitely meet again. And it happened!

One night, when they were attending the event with their friends, a disaster occurs; Indah was hit by a car and causing her to blind and dumb. She was very desperated. And she decided to return to the villa and there alone. She won't nobody compannied her until Gita who has been her best friend, came and begged to accompany her while she was in the villa.

While in Jakarta, Pandu was so cunfuse looking for Indah presence, until he knew that Indah was in her villa, so he immadiately went there and looking for Indah. He finally met Indar in the lake where they used to spent the time together. He was very surprised when he knew the actual state of Indah. But he was still love Indah even though she was defected.

You should watch this movie! This was touching me you know. I cried about it. I'm sure all of girls in this world wanted to have a boy like Pandu who love his girlfriend sincerely. They were a true love that everybody's dreaming of, including me. I bet you'll spend a lot of you tears on the last part of the movie.

And the second movie was Justin Bieber Never Say Never.

I'm not a belieber. I mean, I don't too addict with this kind of guy. I like his music, but yeah, just like it, nothing more. But the first time I heard that he'll make a movie, I feel like..wow, is it true? I wonder how this movie could be. And yay, my question has answered. I've watched it.

It's like a documentation movie. The movie tells about how could the ordinary Justin Bieber can be a superstar like now. It also tells about what happened behind the magnificent every concert that he conducted, the constraints he felt that he could create an audience that is so crazy about him. And I can say that it's an inspirational movie. I mean, he used to a little poor guy from a poor family, but now, he's a star, a big star.

I learnt something from this movie; nothing impossible in this life. Everything is possible as long as you believe it. Don't ever be afraid for dreaming. After you done making your dream, the next thing you should do is follow it and fight for it. God is always give you a lot of ways to making your dream comes true. It's just about how big is your efforts to make it happen. Do not ever give up and believe every possibilities, then you'll find your dreams become true.

What I'm craving for

So blogeys, I currently sitting in front of my computer while listening to some musics. Well, it's a nice morning. I mean, the sun is so bright, the sky is also looks so blue, and of course I'm not going to school haaa what a lovely morning xD

Ok so you might be thinking what the hell I'm gonna tell you. So, I'm here because of this things:

Apple MacBook

Omg, I've been wanting this awesome gadget since a several months ago. It looks cool and epic you know! I was thinking to ask my dad to buy me this, but I cancelled. Why? Because he just brought me a SLR camera not long time ago, and I just feel like..is it worth if I ask him to buy another more gadget? I don't think so.

And sadly, the distribution of this Apple MacBook have not entered the town where I live that is Mataram, so I have to go to the other town if I want to buy this D':

Anyone wanna buy me one? he he.

Will you do all these things, like we used to?

I can feel like these days were really the hardest-days for me. All kind of problems came to me in a sudden. It's from the little until the biggest one. I'm tired. Extremely tired. Feels like, it's harder for me to breathing. I can't find my home anymore. I lost my home. My real home. Everywhere looks strange, I can't really find my happiness.

And here I am, crying over the night for almost everyday. Crying for what? Only me and God know. I just can't tell this to anyone. It sucks, really. It's like a tons of question flooding my mind: why God? why this this happenned to me? Why should be me? I'm not strong enough! I'm weak! I'M WEAK! Oh my God..I can't hold my tears :'(

So, have you ever felt like..you regret everything that happenned to you and you want to go back to the past and change every possibilities? I felt it. If only I could, I just want to back to the time when we were still together in this little place that I called heaven, and enjoy every second of that. I really miss when we used to...

I'm currently listening to A Rocket to the Moon's like we used to, and the tittle definetely represents how I feel right now. The lyrics? Yeah, I feel it too, it's about less two years ago. When my boyf were still with his ex. He he.

Everybody has a memories, even the good or bad one. Some people have a memories with the one they love, and other were with the one they hate. Some of them want to go back like they used to be, and some other never want. I'm on the firts people, I wanna back like I used to be... back to a month ago... when happiness were still with me, when I were still can laugh passionately, when I were still in my 'home'.

So, what should I do now? Pray and be strong, yeah, what else? I so believe that God has other plan that better for me. What God has planned was surely the best for me. I'm not a child anymore, I'm a teenager who's going to be an adult soon. God wants me to be a stronger girl. God knows I can do this, that's why God let this happened to me. It's just about time, soon or later, I'll be the strongest girl ever. And thanks for those who always support me all the time, especially my boyf and my bests, I do love y'll so much *bighug* :')

...Will she love you like I loved you? Will she tell you everyday? Will she make you feel like you're invincible with every word she'll say? Will you do all these things, like we used to?

On a twilight

So yesterday kamia, anet and I went to a place named Tanjung Karang Beach for hunted some pictures.

We finally decided to go there after quite a while trying to choose a good place for hunt for some pictures. K maybe I won't talk too much here, so enjoy the pics!

me (on the left) and anet (on the right)



this is my favorite!

Wait for the next photos hunting! cheers^^

A Letter.

Tak terhitung sudah berapa kali terjadi...
Jatuh dan membuatku merasa kecil di dunia ini.
Kecewa dan membuatku berhenti untuk percaya orang lain.
Dikhianati dan membuatku pesimis terhadap cinta.
Seperti burung kecil yang baru terbang.
Dunia menyuruhku untuk belajar semua hal dalam waktu singkat.
Aku dipaksa untuk menentukan segalanya seorang diri.
Tiba-tiba saja hidup dewasa tidak semenyenangkan dipikiranku selama ini.

Tapi kau selalu siap berdiri di belakangku.
Kau tetap menyememangati dan berkata semuanya akan baik-baik saja.
Tak putus-putusnya yakin aku bisa mencapai apapun yang ku inginkan.
Disaat yang lainnya benar-benar meragukanku,
Kau membuatku merasa berharga.

Jujur saja, aku lelah berjuang terus.
Tapi demi dirimu aku belum menyerah dulu.
Mungkin aku harus berusaha lebih keras.
Mungkin aku harus mencoba sekali lagi...entahlah,
Aku tidak akan mengeluh.

Kau membuatku sadar...
Ternyata sejak awal, aku tak pernah dibiarkan sendirian...
:)

#bukubepe

So I've told you that I finally got something that I really wanted since last month. And it is......

BEPE20: KETIKA JEMARIKU MENARI. OMG! I couldn't be happier than this *really?* Well, I really need to say thankyou to my uncle who brought me this. This buku bepe's sold at gramedia bookstore only and unfotunately, there's no gramedia in my city (that's totally bad, you know?) so I asked my uncle to buy it for me (fyi, he live in Surabaya). Big big big thankssssssss!

I've read almost half of it. Bepe is really really really cool! He's a multitalented footballer. For those who love football, should buy it too! I bet you won't be regret :-)

This is one of my favorite articles :

I'll show you some pictures that appear in the book. Let the pic tells it self;-)
THIS IS MY FAV!!!! I SAW ALFRED RIEDL SMILE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVEN JUST ON A PHOTO :D
aw bepe looks so cool =3

Jangan pernah berpura-pura menjadi orang lain. Jadilah diri sendiri, karena dengan begitu Anda akan tahu arti hidup yang sebenarnya. Totally true!

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I just changed my blog's view by the way, how about it? Better or even worse?

Wish me luck!

Hot hot hot. Today's so fuckin hot!!! The sun just borned some more I think. Feels like it just five centimeters up from me vxbznwewuioc-_-

K, so what you guys doin right now? I'm just sitting in front of my laptop while listening to some musics (well, no one cares-_-) Hey btw I still doing my another final exam called UN R-SBI. This one of un-good things of being a RSBI student; we should pass two kind of final exam in every semester. It sucks. But that's the consequence that I've took when I was registering as a RSBI student. Wish me luck then :)

I also did some webcam-randomness.

ps: I stole anet's laptop to take those photos hwahahaha. And guess what? I've finally got #bukubepe!!! AHHHHH OMG I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY! I'll blog it soon ;)