I hate myself for having so much worries and letting my self controlled by my own fears.
I hate myself for being too weak most of times.
I hate myself for being too hypocrite about everything around me.
I hate myself for not being able to easily express what I really feel, or who I am, or what I supposed to do.
I hate myself for being too stubborn, too selfish.
I just hate myself and all of dissemblance that is inside me.